I am getting tired already. The rain of the past days seem to be complementing my mood. I have no idea where the hell am I heading. There isn't a sign, and everything seems to be falling endlessly. I heard that being emotional isnt healthy, but what else can I feel? Grades are slipping, friends are splitting, emotions are spilling and something's breaking inside of me. How I wish any godly being will come and direct me. I will go crazy if I have to feel so upset again.
Like Debs typed, propaganda, in many wars and conflicts, be it political or pure social, is used widely. The adverse results, are that the good people seemed to be the bad ones. People, don't see beneath the surface, but see what's above it. I pity Trotsky, for I can relate to him.
If you dont really care, why bother posting all the hateful comments online and make as if you were an innocent party? Why are you so keen on exposing everything that's going wrong within our friendship? How does that make you satisfied and happy? I don't get it. Seriously.
I doubt anyone will know how I really feel. Even my closest friends, seem so distant all of a sudden. Emptiness is engulfing me and lost is the word.
p.s darLing: I had a great time last night though. Thanks for the invitation. (:
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